Sesi Mengadu Domba

Selama ni  korang dok baca entry happy je sokmo kan.  Haaa now lah masa nak baca the sad part plak. Sobs!! Ni memang sesi luahan perasaan habis lerr ni. Okay here goes the story :

ISNIN

Kerja macam biasa..Hari Isnin tu start pindah ofis baru. Jangan salah faham, bukan tukar kerja. Still kat company lama, just that pindah kat building lain jer. But still kat area Boulevard, MV. Sebab company tengah expanding, so we need a bigger space. Hari Isnin tu lah  punggah barang2 keluarkan dari kotak.. dengan internet kejap2 on off , electric power pon on off on off. Kerja jadi pending. Banyak nye 1 hal.. terkejar2 nak siapkan pon 1 hal lagi. Haih...

My working hour 9am-6pm. Dah bile ko balik keje pukul 6 ni, nak keluar dari MV tu je amek masa setengah jam. Jem gile. Selalunya, dah gelap baru lah nampak rumah. Mende2 macam ni lah buat kan badan lagi letih.. Hari Isnin tu pulak, malam nye buat "spring cleaning" besar-besaran kat rumah macam aku cerita kat entry NI. Penat2 pon terpaksa lah jugak coz rasa rimas... some more, esok nya my parents nak datang. Diorang mintak tolong hantarkan ke LCCT sebab diorang nak pergi Bandung. 

Note : malam ni tido lambat sebab bersihkan rumah.

SELASA

My parents datang. Diorang sampai around 8.30 pm. Hari tu aku kerja jugak. So balik kerja ni sampai rumah around 7.30 terus cepat2 masak. Dah kalau mak bapak datang bermalam kat rumah tak kan lah tak masak ape2 kan. Jamu lah diorang makan malam. Aku ni terkial2 lah kat dapur siapkan rencah2 nak masak nye. Luckily encik suami tolong. Sempat lah masak 2 jenis lauk. Lepas makan2, tak kan lah aku terus masuk bilik plak kan. Melayan lah diorang borak2 kat hall. Pukul 12 baru tido. Padahal pukul 2 pagi dah nak kena bangun balik sebab kena hantar diorang pergi airport. Flight diorang pukul 6 tapi kena sampai 2 jam awal dalam pukul 4 dah kena ada kat sana.. Dah tu dari rumah (Sg.Besi) nak ke LCCT tu hengat 10 minit punye perjalanan ke? 1 jam tau dak.

Rabu

Pukul 2 pagi tu bangun lerr jugak walaupun sempat tido 2 jam je. Rabu tu ingat nak amek half-day. Masuk afternoon tapi pikir2 balik coz ada recommend kawan nak interview kat ofis pagi tu so, gagah kan lah jugak pergi kerja masuk walaupun tak cukup tido. Sobs!  Si Abang Arm tak kerja coz die ada interview kat Subang. #untunglaaaa...dapat offer job melambak2 .

Kerja kat ofis plak macam biasa banyak! Dah lah ade 3 orang resign sekaligus in my team. Dah aku yang kena take over amek kerja2 diorang since tak dapat replacement lagi.   Pulak tu semalam sorang MC. Nak kena take-over kerja dia lagi. Waaaaaaaaaaaaa! BUSY GILOSSS. Sampai tak keluar lunch. Dari 9-6 tu aku buat kerja berbekalkan nestum je yang aku makan waktu b/f. Dah sebab banyak kerja sangat pukul 7 baru balik...then pergi pasar malam pulak. Jem ke hujan ke pon kite redah jugak coz  nak memborong sayur. Malam tu memang surrender tak larat nak masak. Beli  makanan kat pasar malam tu je. Aku punye rasa lapar time tuh tok sah cakap lah.. Dengan stress sebab ade issue masa aku take over kerja orang lagi. Haih~

Oh yer, balik kerja tu dalam kereta mengadu dengan Che Armster pasal kerja untuk hari tu.. Selama kerja kat company ni memang jarang sangat mengadu dengan dia kalau stress ke ape kat ofis. Sebab nya, company ni environment die okay. But lately ni je lah kerja makin berlambak. Stress sebab kerja yang banyak tu je lah. I can't handle the stress already.  Die sampai suruh aku resign sebab tak suke tengok aku macam tu. Biarpon die tau aku suke kerja kat company nih. huhu. So, semalam sempat ler dalam kereta tu kena dengar "ceramah motivasi" dari die. But aku sukaaa tengok die nasihat itu ini.  Usually, he will advice me  how to handle my job systematically. And I am glad that his IQ and maturity level way way better  dari lelaki2  yang aku pernah kenal. Okay #statementcarigaduhdisitu.

suke tengok die pakai formal. heee :)

Dear you, cepat2 lah bawak me pergi honeymoon pleaseeeeeeeeeee! Cannot tahan already le..... STRESS!!!

Khamis

Everything goes well today. Keje banyak as usual...but less-stress.  Ade lerr jugak aku bertekak dengan someone in the morning pasal keje but biase lah 1 team,  tak kan lah nak masam muka for the whole day.  Be proffesional.  Faham2 sendiri sudeyyy. Aku stress die pon stress. This is all because of lack of men power. During our team lunch, boleh je huu-haaa balik to each other.

And last night bile aku borak2 lagi pasal kerja, ade something yang Che Arm cakap yang buat kan aku dok terpikir sampai sekarang. He said :

"You cannot tolerate people's behavior yang tak kena dengan your preference"

Hmmmmm......hmmmmm....


Okaylah..panjang sangat loo pulak entry ni. Hmm..tak pe lah kot. Dah nama pon luahan perasaan. Ceh! Just that, kenkadang orang tengok kite ni kuat je, cool/rilex je facing all the hurdles in life. But rupanya I'm not that strong. Kadang2 down gak. Haih~ Luckily now ade Che Armster yang selalu bagi nasihat time2 lemah semangat tu. And untuk itu, boleh tak kalau saya nak tujukan 1 lagu untuk suami saya yang tersayang? kikikiki skema. :p

For all those times you stood by me 

For all the truth that you made me see 

For all the joy you brought to my life 

For all the wrong that you made right 

For every dream you made come true 

For all the love I found in you 

I'll be forever thankful baby 

You're the one who held me up 

Never let me fall 

You're the one who saw me through through it all 

You were my strength when I was weak 

You were my voice when I couldn't speak 

You were my eyes when I couldn't see 

You saw the best there was in me 

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach 

You gave me faith 'coz you believed 

I'm everything I am 

Because you loved me 

You gave me wings and made me fly 

You touched my hand I could touch the sky 

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me 

You said no star was out of reach 

You stood by me and I stood tall 

I had your love I had it all 

I'm grateful for each day you gave me 

Maybe I don't know that much 

But I know this much is true 

I was blessed because I was loved by you 

You were my strength when I was weak 

You were my voice when I couldn't speak 

You were my eyes when I couldn't see 

You saw the best there was in me 

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach 

You gave me faith 'coz you believed 

I'm everything I am 

Because you loved me 

You were always there for me 

The tender wind that carried me 

A light in the dark shining your love into my life 

You've been my inspiration 

Through the lies you were the truth 

My world is a better place because of you 

You were my strength when I was weak 

You were my voice when I couldn't speak 

You were my eyes when I couldn't see 

You saw the best there was in me 

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach 

You gave me faith 'coz you believed 

I'm everything I am 

Because you loved me 

I'm everything I am 

Because you loved me